The Breast Cancer Site

Friday, March 18, 2011

375 days later


375 days ago my life changed
375 days ago I was told I had cancer. By far one of the worst moments of my life. You see, when I was told "you have breast cancer" something inside of me broke. That little voice of hope was shut up!
Yes, here I am...alive, happy, laughing, more or less healthy-but let's be realistic, it was one hell of a battle to get here! I still suffer, I am still in pain, I am still nauseous, I am still dizzy, my feet and fingers are still without feeling, I still have panic and anxiety...the list goes on and on!
I AM thankful for the experience, just simply because I learned that I am pretty freaking strong
BUT...
a little something inside of me broke 375 days ago and I haven't been able to fix it yet!