Back to work.

I have not written very much lately and thougt it was abou time to update...

April 1st I started working, 2 hours a day for two weeks, then 4 hours a day till may, then 6 hours a day, and since June 1st I am back full force worke wise. It's going alright. I am not one to complain much, but it is the same old problems I deal with.

The one thing that I can thank my illness for is this-a change in perspective. For more insight you will have to ask me personally....I prefer to stay vague on here though.

~ <3 H.

Follow ups!

They stress me out! Bad!

Dear cancer....

Dear Cancer,

you have been a part of my life for a long time now. My family has been affected by you and I always feared you and saw you as one of the biggest threats. Last year you decided to come into my life and to be ever so present. I never invited you or asked you to come, but you came anyways.

I fought you, and so far I have won the battle. What I came to realize though, is that eventhough I may have won the fight, you are the kind of enemy that, eventhough defeated, will not leave. Your presence does not vanish.

Alright, if that is the case, I have to accept it, I have to allow you to have that minor role that you demand. So here you are, here is your space, it is all yours-but you will not get more from me!

H.