It is fall. I have spent two entire seasons with cancer. I hate you cancer. I hate you because you scare me, because you make me feel weak, because you have turned my life around, because I worry even more since you are in my life. I hate you. I hate you.
Where has the summer gone? What happened this summer? Spring? Was there a spring?
Yes, of course I was there. I know there was the world cup, a brief heat wave. But I did not get to live this summer, and that my friends is something I will never get back. The cancer has robbed me of two entire season from 2010! And I am not ok with that...I am sad about it,
disappointed..."but at least I am on the road to remission"...baaaaaaaaaaaah!
And as I walk across the bridge with these thoughts I look up:
"There is a lighter sky somewhere in the distance, not that far away"
What do YOU do when you feel dull?
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