The Chemomonster is a little creature, a parasite really, that uses my body as host. The Chemomonster came into my body shortly after the first treatment. It blurs my mind, makes me forgetful, makes me irritable, makes me weak, makes me give in to fear, makes me scared, it makes me hate smells, it makes me hate food, it makes me lack interest, it has changed me....
I look into the mirror these days and all I see is the CHEMOMONSTER! It is not just visual, but the lack of hair sure doesn't help, I live in a haze these days....
And yes, it is caused by the chemo. Pharmaceutical Companies may want you to think that the brain is not affected...I call BS on that!
No comments:
Post a Comment