It is not enough that I have a different sense of smell and taste, that I suffer from fatigue, that my hair feels different and that the color has changed. It does not suffice that my brain is not working properly and that I have a different perception of myself! No, no, no....let us add one more thing!
I have a fat liver. Yes, you read correctly. Like that of an alcoholic. It is not swollen significantly, and it should go back to normal.
Yes, it SHOULD...there are so many damn "shoulds" in my life these days.
- the cancer should be gone
- you should feel better
- within a year you should feel less fatigue
- your skin should not stay this dry
- your pain should go away
- you should not get any problems with lymphodema
Whatever! I know why they say "should" and not will, or is...they don't want to give the false impression of anything being certain in this stupid cancer world!!!! Cancer world, yes it is a different world, one that I hope you will only ever get to experience from the outside because it sucks and makes for bad stories!!!
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